11.7.09

My brain wil follow my heart !

This phrase is very familiar to me now...
i believe most people wil understand after reading the tittle ! somehw it means nothing to someone...hwever, he/she wil get wat it mean later.
Moreover, i hav ask myself lot of time, M i Fantastic ? is it posible to title my V70FANTASTIC ?
Actually, m not ! i should hav change the title rite ?
I do feel very bad rite now...y wen i need the most , but it turn to be negative answer to me ?
hw much that should be enough ?

wish everyone enjoy ur time !
good luck...

7.7.09

I am no body...

I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...
I am no body to u...

5.7.09

Is it called Japan ?

Love n miss u all...


In Japan

Everything news comparing to my daily life in PP , all stuffs are very expensive (seem like 3times expensive than in PP-Cam). People are rushing to work to school to everywhr... No one seem to be like to talk with me or let me do greeting ! Is that japaness ?
Anyway, i stil do feel strange although i no the japaness culture.
I have started class-IEP since wednesday- 3days i hav arrived. I have to walk to the train station- YoYoki-Uehara, which take 12minutes walk and take about 30 min to Kudanshita station then i have to walk about 5-7 min to my school-FASID- Foundation for Advanced Studies on International Development. My class is particular start at 9:30 am - 4:10 pm with 1 hour lunch break.
Hmmmm.... lunch break is very fast, japaness eat so fast, i think only 5-7min they can finish their rice in bow without leaving anything. However, i couldnt finish everything in my bow, i feel so ashame of that. Not because i dont wana finish but 1st thing is the taste and 2nd m full. The taste is jus good i can eat- But my friend from Sreylanka n Africa cant eat much , they dont like the food here. Usually i spend 400-600 yen = 4-6$ per lunch, however i need drink like milk coffee or coke to wake me up in afternoon class, so it cost me abt 100-200 yen=1-2$. (Cola here is much expensive than in PP, it cos abt 90-110 yen a can, unbelievable).
The first day to school is very damn tiered, i almost exhusted... never feel like dis so far ;(
Oh train cost is also much expensive for who doesnt have train pass. I spend 190 yen from my place to school- one way - so a day i spend 380 yen for transportation. hwever, it cost about 4000-5000 yen a month if i hav train pass, now i dont have train pass yet, so it much expensive to me. by the way, on the train it hardly to find seat to sit, usually, train is crowed, somtime no space to stand. In the morning, japanese sleep on the train, some close their eyes while standing , n some sleep while sitting. Usually no talk on the train, everyone sleep, close eyes, listen to music, or read books.
Traffic in Japan is wonderful, esp for people who is walking...the car driver is very respectful to the walker, he will stop the car if people cross the road ( it is not like in PP, so dangerous wen crossing the road- eps wen crossing the road in front of NBC- so becareful na.
My accomodation is very convenience, it is single room, one study table set, telephone, one TV, one Aircon, Frigde wil be requested later, with a bathroom in my room.
Sports are available in my center too. there are scorcer, basketball, badminton, table tenis, tenis, velleyball, and another kind of japaness sport like fighting- sory i forget wat is called.
Emm.. there is also a canteen in my center, hwever, the food is not alw satisfied- it is kind of same same al day.
After diner, usually i hav a little talk -before going to room- with some khmer who are also stay here, some of them are short term n long term training.
hmm.. coming in a room, another feel is coming ! can u guess ? wat is that ?
it is a ghost of me- Feel so lonely. I hope there is s.o with me to alw cheer me up n give me a cute smile :)
Luckily that i can access internet in my room, it is free. hwever, i stil dont sleep early, usually at 12am ( it is 2hours different from PP, so in pp is 9pm). NOt i dont wana sleep early but i can get myself asleep - heartfelt thank Lin for ur comment, i wil try to get to sleep early.
U no wat, i turn on the light n Tv til morning, i dont no, it seems like being afraid somtime !
That's the first time in my life dat i have been away from my family alone.

By the way, i realy heardfelt thank to everyone for seeing me off at the airport, thank u so much !
very thank -Lin, for ur scraff n socks... i love it :)
Miss u :)


Good luck to u guys...

4.7.09

4 July -One year had passed
Hwever, dat feel is stil in my mind, it reminds me all the time, although it's hurt so BAD.
aNYWAy, i never regret of wat i had done... i was happy !
I do understand !!!